Yoga is all about being present in the moment. It’s also about letting go – releasing muscle and joint tightness that locks up our bodies as well as negative thoughts and emotions that weigh us down. As I did my yoga practice this morning in preparation for and following my run, I realized that I was holding on to tightness; my muscles did not need to remain so taught. It may have been the result of habit, the fear of falling over, or simply inattention, but as soon as I discovered that I was the one resisting the stretch, I had to let go to permit those muscles to lengthen. It was simply a matter of awareness and choice. Exhaling, I allowed the tension to drain away, deepened my stretch and felt my muscles and joints breath a sigh of relief.
Once I let go of the physical stress through yoga, I felt more balanced, strong and light as I completed my long run. For the first time in a very long time, I finished the run feeling refreshed and knew that I could have run at least another mile. This was not just the result of one morning’s yoga practice, of course, but from the accumulated benefits of running consistently over several weeks, frequent yoga sessions, and the change in my diet. Just as I learn these lessons through yoga and running, my spiritual journey is also teaching me to let go of the anxiety, fear, and shame that have been holding me back from living the joy-filled life God intends for all of us. And like yoga and running, the release of those things that cause emotional and mental stress must be habitual as well.
Both the Christian walk and yoga are also about gratitude – being aware and thankful for all of one’s blessings. I am living my dream right now. By choosing to let go of negative emotions and embrace awareness of and gratitude for even the smallest things that bring me joy, I feel more fully alive. In this way I am able to move forward toward my goals with a greater sense of freedom and joy, unhindered by the things of the past. What is more, even painful events can be sources of joy when one looks for and finds the fruit they bore. I continue to discover ways I have grown from such experiences. The by-products of struggle – perseverance, resolve, determination, as well as new-found gratitude, faith, hope, and strength – propel me forward.
The ideas of awareness and gratitude that stem from my yoga practice and faith find expression in the habit of mindful eating. Even though I didn’t cheat on my diet, I allowed my emotions to dictate when and how much I ate for a couple of days. Last night, I felt overly full, lethargic, and depressed at my failure. This morning, after yoga and a great run, I decided to mindfully eat my eggs and at least half of my apple. I was enjoying it so much though that rather than beginning to write after I finished the first half of my apple, I continued on in that way until I got to my tea, which I’m currently sipping as I type. I find that being aware of the flavors, the texture, the temperature, and savoring each bite increases my gratitude for the meal. Since I contemplate each bite, I find my cravings for anything else subside because I am so thankful to have such tasty food. And I’m grateful to have found food that not only tastes good but also helps my body heal itself. Rather than my usual habit of shoveling it in as quickly as possible so I can rush to the next task, I chew each morsel slowly and more thoroughly, which aids digestion, and I feel full and more satisfied longer. I have also found that mindful eating (even if only practiced occasionally) leads to a sense of calm and greater focus when I return to work and to the rest of the day’s activities. With all of this in mind, I am heading out into the day once again to enjoy the sights, sounds, and delectable smells of the Aix market and to continue my academic work, thankful for so many blessings.
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